The Broken Cog in the Crown
True Story. My magic broke my Crown.
The vision for The BeHER Collective was so hot, fast, and strong that it burst a cog in my crown chakra.
True story.
The vision had been dripping for days, weeks, and months. Drip drip she goes.
It started with me seeing HER and me, and then the Collective. Ideas dripped like honey. Values eased from the ether to anchor earthbound, and the business scaffolding was laid and nailed in. Drip Drip!
And then one day, the drip turns to a tsunami.
I am sitting with my bum in the sand, journaling my into the day. And on this day I am jotting down gratitude for a role I have had and played within for 9 years. The gratitude is what I am aligning to prepare to resign. My first meeting is with me and my friend and colleague, Eduardo Placer, otherwise known to me as Mr. Fearless.
For nine years I have been linked with Eduardo and his change making organization, Fearless Communicators. We began as coach and client and within two years I became one of his first team members. Fearless became my family. Resigning and exiting stage left was not an easy decision to arrive at, yet I knew it was time. And, so did Eduardo. In our generous and loving resignation conversation he says to me, “Debra, I’ve been waiting for you to spread your wings.”
Bum in the sand, I turn the page on my journal after feeling assured all my gratitude is listed on the page ready to share with Eduardo later that day. A new blank page.
CUE: Tsunami.
It was furious but not in anger, in delight, It sounded like a kid squealing on a swing as they reached higher into the sky.
It was warm and a flowing liquid like gold that has been alchemized from lead.
It was crystal clear like the water in front of me at Swallows Bay on the days you can see the reef fish swimming at your thigh as you enter the water.
F**K, it felt so good!
That blank page quickly became a myriad of scribbles and insights. The page is turned and more flows from my crown, through my heart, and down my arm to the pen.
It was all there. After days upon days of drips, the full body of water was filled and the reflection could be seen. I saw how to begin, I saw what it would become, I saw years into the future and the layers of the global BeHER Collective.
To me, it looked exquisite. A decadent adventure that wrapped around the world. And all of it I was to create from here, bum in the sand on a small island deep in the Caribbean.
As I made my way from sand to my office the flow kept coming. It fell for days, like a waterfall with no end. I wrote copious notes, I dreamed deeper, and I opened fully to all that was coming from above to below, through me, and my crown.
This wasn’t the first time I had felt the full brunt of intuitive wisdom and clear navigation. But, it is the strongest. It felt like I was standing directly under the full force of a waterfall and the water was pounding the top of my head as it descended.
It was exhilarating and a powerful energy to temper.
And, it broke my crown!
Weeks into building the vision from inspiration to creation, my energy felt heavy. It is a particular feeling I know. When I feel this I know that the change and dynamic of recent magic moves has impacted my energy field beyond what I can align myself. This happens a few times a year, maybe 2 or 3 times. {it happens to us all, if we are working the energetics of our leadership!}.
I sent a message to my beloved friend and magical sister, Kristina {Krissy Kris to me}, to request a distance healing. She received my request and worked her magic. Krissy is one of the most clear and dynamic healers I know…always on point!
When she sent me the post healing notes via a voice message I was at the beach and relaxing into a weekend day of beach bliss. Perfect timing! When Krissy shared that my crown chakra had a broken cog it made so much sense. Of course, it did. You cannot survive a tsunami without impact!
I do not freak out about messages of broken cogs in a chakra. This happens. It is not that rare and it can be easily repaired. Krissy supported this with her healing, and I spent the next few days deepening that work with my own magic moves. {this is the kinda stuff I teach…how to activate healing for yourself. So freaking important!}
This is what delighted me.
Hearing that my vision had been so hot, fast, and strong showed me without doubt that the vision as I saw it was truly inspired and for me. I felt proud of its strength, and in turn, it made me smile and straighten my spine.
That’s right, the BeHER Collective vision is so strong it can break a cog in a chakra.
As a leader, change maker, and magical woman I know that one of my current edges is learning how to temper my intuitive channel when the inspiration ruins hot and fast. Rather than calm the water, I seek to learn how to ride the waves and swim in the possibilities that my intuitive wisdom shares.
As women, we all get to decide how our intuitive wisdom flows. It’s ours to temper and welcome. That is why one of the first moves of becoming HER is welcoming back the intuitive wisdom that many women have been keeping at bay, or denying, or not trusting.
Women are freaking magical. We are the vessels of birth, and sometimes the birth canal is our crown.
Woven into the vision for The BeHER Collective is the invitation for all women to claim it: I am freaking magical.
Woman by woman, belief by belief, the collective will bring tsunamis of positive change from the crown, through heart and out of our feet.
I am happy to share that my crown is now repaired, sparkling and open.
Now, please allow me to adjust yours.
You are invited to The BeHER Collective launch events.
Full Moon Launch ~ Thursday 10th at 8pm EST
First Global Activation ~ Friday 11th of July at 12pm EST
https://bit.ly/BeHERActivation
If you cannot make it LIVE, or if your time zone is wonky, register to receive the REPLAY. This is an open invitation to women across the world…invite a friend or a soul sister to join you.
Lets all adjust our crowns.
Big Love
Deb D